Hello world - I feel so bloated and fat. Today is officially my 29 weeks. :)


77 days more to go before my little prince pops out! How exciting!
It's official - I DO have an obsession with my weight!

The goal I'm trying to achieve...

Well, my weight didn't used to be a problem until recently. I don't know why it took me so long to realise I'm overweight. Maybe because standing next to my idiotic BF, there wasn't any comparison. He's fat, and I accept that. But the moment you take him away... and it's just me and my reflection in the mirror? OMG!

I literally died!

I mean, I know... I have to watch what I eat and be discipline and all, and I know I can do it. It's just a matter of when and how will he take it. He's definitely not going to be my biggest cheerleader, he's probably going to be the devil tempting me with fast food and sugary drinks! Which is why I'm making plans of all plans to get my weight in check.

Hopefully I get back to the way I was, flat tummy and way healthier than this. Hopefully. :)

But I got to make it happen. I just have to.

I want to see myself go fat to healthy thin, oh I don't know... by the end of the year? The thing is now, I have to start now.

I want my life to be perfect. I don't want my weight to be an issue then, and deep within me it's already AN ISSUE, together with my stupid short hair. Ha-ha!

I don't know if I can make it, or just simply give up halfway... but I gotta try and make a change before this obsession takes control.

I'm going to lose some weight!
Central partied like a rockstar! :D

Yes, we finally had that long awaited celebration to commemorate our INDEPENDENCE. Well... so called something like that. They drank, they danced, they partied like motherfuckers and yes, forgive my language. They were great fun, but not my company, still not my company. But I love them anyway.

The ones who stayed till the end! :D

Black Pirate Central~ :)

The cake that marks them all

I wasn't supposed to be there...

But what the hell~ we roll with them boys aye!

It was an eye-opener. At least, the drinking and the drunkards part. Something awkward, something funny, something I could do, something I never will. That was how I felt most of the part. It was great, definitely. A party's a party and it was awesome. We all had fun. BF had his moment, and I guess I'm pretty proud of him and the rest for finally making THIS happened. I'm pretty proud of myself too, I didn't run away or became a wet blanket. BF should be proud of me. Ha ha!

Like Kak Fura FB-ed; this is definitely the first and the beginning of many more to come! Well said, and well done Central!
Hello 2012. I don't welcome you. For random reasons. I'm upset, as usual. But oh well. Good news, bad news. I roll with it aye.

First off the list - ARIQ RAFIQI. The newest addition to my family. My lil' nephew, born on the 11 December of 2011. Woot~ C:




Say hello to your Auntie Ernie, boy! Hehe~ C:


No idea why I'm tippy toe-ing...

Well, those are the good news I guess. Hehs.

I don't know about the bad news, not in the mood to spill out my heart for anyone nowadays. My problems are tightly locked inside my mind and I don't bother to share them anymore. No fucking point also.

Do MR and me look good together? LMAO. My BF will kill me for sure. But then again, moot point. We don't even take much photos together, so who the hell is he to complain when someone else's taking good care of my emotional needs? Blearggh.

2012, fuck them resolutions. I have none. Yep. This year I'm just gonna "expect the best, be prepared for the worst, fuck what others think and just do my own things."

So far, so good. Cheers!
Congratulations to my abang and his wife, on their newborn baby boy (11-12-11)~ C:

OMFG. I'm officially an auntie now!!! :D
The little brats and me watched a play at Esplanade Theatre Studio last Wednesday and it was such an awesome and funny show! :D

I really enjoyed it - The White Elephant and Bukit Batok (why the hills cough)! I give it 8 thumbs up for being such an interactive and amusing play~ C:

Us and the actors! Hehe!
Hello anyone who is reading - more photo updates! I personally like Tumblr when it comes to uploading photos on blog, but I don't want this space to be wasted... so here I am.

Photos are from 12-11-2011 Dinner & Dance. Enjoy~ C:

Katong & Raffles -the dance crew

Katong!

Ms Sally and the Fabulous Four

Geetha and me

I forgot her name but she was my course mate and she's a principal! :D

Sexy ladies

Marseile and me

The 2 bestest colleagues

Step jambu lah ni

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