It's official - I DO have an obsession with my weight!
The goal I'm trying to achieve...
Well, my weight didn't used to be a problem until recently. I don't know why it took me so long to realise I'm overweight. Maybe because standing next to my idiotic BF, there wasn't any comparison. He's fat, and I accept that. But the moment you take him away... and it's just me and my reflection in the mirror? OMG!
I literally died!
I mean, I know... I have to watch what I eat and be discipline and all, and I know I can do it. It's just a matter of when and how will he take it. He's definitely not going to be my biggest cheerleader, he's probably going to be the devil tempting me with fast food and sugary drinks! Which is why I'm making plans of all plans to get my weight in check.
Hopefully I get back to the way I was, flat tummy and way healthier than this. Hopefully. :)
But I got to make it happen. I just have to.
I want to see myself go fat to healthy thin, oh I don't know... by the end of the year? The thing is now, I have to start now.
I want my life to be perfect. I don't want my weight to be an issue then, and deep within me it's already AN ISSUE, together with my stupid short hair. Ha-ha!
I don't know if I can make it, or just simply give up halfway... but I gotta try and make a change before this obsession takes control.
I'm going to lose some weight!
