Hello and Merry Christmas! Been quite awhile aye? I was so caught up with Fayruz, online games and movies that I literally feel like a busy and lazy Momma! Haa~

25/12/12 - Fayruz's already a month old today! Man, he grows up fast! I'd be missing much of his developments come February because I'll be going back to work. Sad. But oh well, life goes on. Photos update below :)

Mummy Puya came to visit!

Us @ Wendy's

Having a staycation at TWL this week. Nice to have many helping hands around but it's making me more and more lazy hor! Plus his routines gets a little different around here, so I'm feeling worried how it will be like when we go back home. But I'm sure we can manage, God willing.

Bila Daddy mandikan...

Going to my lil' nephew's birthday

Ariq's little party was okay, I didn't missed much. He's grown too, this favourite boy of mine! Look at his photos, so cheeky right?!

Si nenek and her 2 cucus

Dah setahun budak ni!

Si mentel bulat

And Fayruz is already a month old, and I just had to get sick... again! Forever and again! I hate this kind of cold and wet weather, honestly! Hubby is botak, by the way.

Fayruz

After reading TWO BOOKS on how to deal with married life and still reading another one, I feel more aware about what went wrong with our marriage. First year is definitely the damnest hardest, and if we don't set the foundation now, I'd suffer in silence until 'death do us part'... or a divorce. So I'm slowly trying to make things work, trying to respect my marriage and be a good wife. In the process, if my Hubby is reciprocative as well, then all the better for me.

But it's gonna take some time and a lot of hard work, and what with Fayruz and both our work schedules, it is definitely gonna be a difficult process for me. But for my sake, and for the sake of my child and my marriage, I'd do just about anything.

At least, until Hubby gives a good reason for a divorce. 

Till then, Marry Christmas and Happy Holidays, everyone!
It's exactly 11 days since I gave birth. Wow. It has been a wonderful and surreal experience to say the least. The pain was definitely out of this world and I'm glad I went through it, with epidural of course. 

Fayruz Marzuqi arrived at 9.43am on 25 November 2012. A Sagittarius baby. He would have been a Scorpio like me if he came a day earlier. Haha. Oh well, I FINALLY HAVE MY OWN DRAGON BABY IN MY ARMS. He's really mine, and for years I've been waiting for a baby Dragon and I thank God for giving me the chance to experience both pregnancy and childbirth. Alhamdulilah, Fayruz is a healthy and annoyingly bouncy baby boy.


2.698 kg

My lil' angel

The sweetest thing ever

Mummy and son

First check-up

Second check-up

Me looking haggard even with makeup

Because he is my lil' nephew

Haha the JEALOUS little nephew

Hubby and Fayruz

His smile

How not to love him?

Tembam

Like a boss


Alhamdulilah, everything is well with my baby boy. Wish I could say the same for my relationship with my husband... I mean, I guess we're both adjusting to parenthood and all. But there's just something missing. The spark has long gone, from my side, ever since that "Casanova" episode. My fault, my bad. I just don't know how to fix us any more.

Anyway, till more updates from me! :) Gotta go for my massage now!

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