Fayruz's First Month

Hello and Merry Christmas! Been quite awhile aye? I was so caught up with Fayruz, online games and movies that I literally feel like a busy and lazy Momma! Haa~

25/12/12 - Fayruz's already a month old today! Man, he grows up fast! I'd be missing much of his developments come February because I'll be going back to work. Sad. But oh well, life goes on. Photos update below :)

Mummy Puya came to visit!

Us @ Wendy's

Having a staycation at TWL this week. Nice to have many helping hands around but it's making me more and more lazy hor! Plus his routines gets a little different around here, so I'm feeling worried how it will be like when we go back home. But I'm sure we can manage, God willing.

Bila Daddy mandikan...

Going to my lil' nephew's birthday

Ariq's little party was okay, I didn't missed much. He's grown too, this favourite boy of mine! Look at his photos, so cheeky right?!

Si nenek and her 2 cucus

Dah setahun budak ni!

Si mentel bulat

And Fayruz is already a month old, and I just had to get sick... again! Forever and again! I hate this kind of cold and wet weather, honestly! Hubby is botak, by the way.

Fayruz

After reading TWO BOOKS on how to deal with married life and still reading another one, I feel more aware about what went wrong with our marriage. First year is definitely the damnest hardest, and if we don't set the foundation now, I'd suffer in silence until 'death do us part'... or a divorce. So I'm slowly trying to make things work, trying to respect my marriage and be a good wife. In the process, if my Hubby is reciprocative as well, then all the better for me.

But it's gonna take some time and a lot of hard work, and what with Fayruz and both our work schedules, it is definitely gonna be a difficult process for me. But for my sake, and for the sake of my child and my marriage, I'd do just about anything.

At least, until Hubby gives a good reason for a divorce. 

Till then, Marry Christmas and Happy Holidays, everyone!